Why the hell?? :(

I was mowed

falling in emptiness

I was dumb

an air of thoughtlessness

I was rocked

as if I jumped from the terrace

I was shocked

she just rejected me!

The clock ticked

once in ten seconds

My spine chilled

it really happened!

My heart cried

she got farther and farther

I was horrified

a love song played in the corner

I was tired

the limbs breaking down

My intestines fired

a lava flowed within

Salt of my eyes

came melting down

and spin of my head

though I wasn't drunk

Till was it heard

and the tape rewinded

I was pleased

it was my alarm clock!